Charlie Stevens.
This is by far the gayest thing I’ve ever done, but I thought it would be necessary, and people have told me it’s the best idea. I’ve had this planned for months now. So I did it. Surprise!
As for the reason for not letting me roll, is it because I’m black? This is my chocolate blunt for you from a chocolate person. Not bad, right? So shut up nigga. ;]
…but, that’s not the point. The point is…
This has been the best year of my life. You have no idea how happy I was that day here a year ago. I didn’t even know you, and even though I had only seen about ten minutes of you, I liked everything, and the scenery made it that much better. You just seemed so honest and down to earth. I promised I wouldn’t involve myself in anyone again, but there was something about you. I tried so hard to ignore it, but every time you would come over and use your time and gas money to hang with me, it was harder and harder to ignore it. That day when we first smoked and you dropped me off at Lace, I wanted to jump on top of you, but knew not to. (By the way, I made quite a bit more that night due to the mood I was in.)
Then, the night we met up down the shore was so cute and awkward I couldn’t stand it. I’ve never blushed around someone that much in my life. Normally I had balls around someone and didn’t give a shit if anything went down or whatever, but you were just so different. When you finally lifted the blanket after I mentioned “growing a pair”, rolling into that was the best thing I had ever felt, and I wanted to keep repeating it. Just the look on your face and everything. I still remember it vividly even though I was pretty toasted and hammered.
The fact that you even took the time to take care of me for that time and didn’t get fed up with my frustration is beyond me. Because I never would’ve thought walking here last year to predict to myself that “I’m going to relapse and this kid will bust his ass for me”. So thank you.
When I blew out the jay at my party, I wished to spend the rest of my life with you. I just love how you never judged me in the beginning. Instead, you would smoke with me because you saw that I was better than that and couldn’t help the situation. Whenever you were visiting, I was able to filter everything out because you were the only thing that mattered.
I don’t want this to be too long, the note that is. I just wanted to be cheesy, and hide in a tree so I can see your reaction! I love you. :D
- Your Koala.